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Sat, 06 Jun 2009 01:35:03 GMT

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Anathema

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 00:57:05 GMT

HAHA, one of the words for the 120 vocab words/phrases quiz.

I have only memorised 48 out of a total 120 and I am so dead. I've got the test at 3.15pm later and I've yet to study and I hope to get full marks this time . In any case, I've to study Math today or I'll just suck big time because I can't even do inequalities and it's like shit. I hate absolute and fractions and whatever they've got and I've not understood inequalities since last year and I hope this year CTs, very little of inequalities will come out. I hope more differentiation and integration and vectors!!! My three hot favourites . I've got to get at least 80% for midyears in order to get a consistent grade of As for Math this year. And I can't let Mr Lee down since he is so patient with me not doing homework...

I wanna learn how to play the piano with two hands. HAHA, so far I can only play one-handedly and the songs I play sounds sucky.

Shagged

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 11:24:47 GMT

I'm exhausted after 5 days and 4 nights of Pre-U Sem which was really really really fantastic. It's the first time I had so much fun after a long long time. I made a lot of friends, be it J1s or J2s or Year 5/6 IB or Poly palz but yeah, they're a whole bunch of fabulous people who made my stay absolutely enjoyable. It's really a great time spent even when there were so many parallel and panel discussions and stupid/funny/nonsensical/rhetorical questions raised. I love my group like finally I love something. This group made up of Megan (the insect serial killer!!!), Bandana (haha, both of them are the prime gossipers in my group), Amelia, Deidre (who really looked like sisters), Grace (she's so sweet and pretty), Ying Ru, Saloni (the two who always study before sleeping), Sarah (the long distance runner), Jane (the one who is super brave to just ask anyone on anything!), Andrea (the French! and his foyer), Ryan (who dropped a spectacle lens of his in the sea at Sentosa when the guys dumped him in), Aik Seng (the guy who doesn't smile at all), Royston (the sweet guy who's a genius in Math and Science), Paul (the IB guy who is soooo funny and random at times), Zhu Jie (the ultimate medallist and his champion of Sentosa, aka, the most childish of all), Irsyad (the guy who just walks slowly even when everyone is waiting for him), Weng Keong (hahaa, another random guy who is reallly reallly reallly enthusiastic at everything!!!), Yong Pang (sp??? Anyway, his really a nice guy but he is a bit quiet but when he does something, he's dead funny).

In any case, back to reality, I need to get back to my books and get As and Bs for CTs and it's really important for me right now so I can't waste much time. Got to study vocab before I die tmr.

I watched Night at the Museum 2 today. Mum said it wasn't that fantastic. To me it was alright.

Decided

Sun, 31 May 2009 08:53:10 GMT

I've decided not to join netball when I'm in Uni or anywhere... I've decided to end netball with inter-house games coming up and that's it. No more netball.

It's not about the loss of passion or anything, it's just weird and awkward for me to be back in the game when I took 2 years of break and when I found out some things about it that never fails to tell me that netball isn't for me or rather, I'm not to be in it. Whichever way it goes, netball is over.

Nonetheless, I regained my long lost passion (I shan't say it here) but I am going to continue it in Uni even when I haven't been in it for years... But I know I'll love it and I'll make nice friends, friends that'll last for years and also, I'll get to meet people that I hope to meet... In any case, I'm going to have fun and yeah, it'll be a shock for most but for those who had known me for long, they'll know it's my deepest passion of all.

So yeah, I'll be back on the upcoming Friday because starting tmr, it'll be Pre-U sem all the way!

Ignited

Fri, 29 May 2009 11:40:59 GMT

Seriously, last Friday, Saturday and Sunday was worth it although I got so sick on Sunday that I went on stage with my head spinning around and I was almost going to faint halfway but I made it through the 1 minute and 5 seconds worth of words. I thought it was worthwhile doing it because I got to know more about people who I rarely/never talk to (Shahidah, Syafiqah, Haikal, Khai, Rasyidah and Jaswin).

Anyway, seeing some things made me want to be in that place again. Although I still can't get over the past failure, it's really something I had passion in even before anything else. I really wanted it so badly and it kept ringing in my head and I just wanted to move. It was almost as if it was a reflex action. I think I'll be there soon.

So, school's ending and PUS is coming and it's getting me so hyped up. I can't wait to stay in PGP for a week and enjoy life there, though I'll still keep up with Math and more math but I'll make sure I have fun with Stephanie!!! Steph, if you're reading this, make sure you have fun with me too!!! I can't wait to start on my sewing and I hope to finish sewing in 2 hours at most and not do it anymore!!!

I got my PW+MTL cert already. The centre grade looks hilarious but yeah, I'm on the road to the best of results!!! With Allah's will, I'll make it through!!!

Mid years are coming sooooon!!! Straight As, here I come!!!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Fri, 22 May 2009 14:34:30 GMT

It's been a boring school week as expected and seriously, my life is getting more interesting. It's from me doing nothing to me doing something. This Sunday, I'll be reading the introduction to the malay dance for ML at RP TRCC and it's really something cool. At first I was like... Omg, no way but I guess it'll be something new to me. Watching the malay dancers dance just now, I was looking back at my primary school days when there were countless dances which I had prepared myself for and now, I'm not even dancing.

I realised I gave up a lot of things in life. I've changed in some ways or another, some good and some bad. I've made better decisions now than ever before and I take up opportunities that come my way. But, I sort of miss the life in Crescent and that kind of social life instead of now.

Strezzz

Tue, 19 May 2009 11:03:37 GMT

Hahaha, I'm definitely not stressed up right now.

I am what Lionel say... Understress. HAHAHA.

So he came in for Civics and chatted about Stress and how to manage it. Hahaha, I said I managed stress by going shopping. Erm... In the first place, I was never under stress. Like studies stress. I was stressed up when... enterprise stuff and yeah, that's about all that made me stress. Hehehe. I'm the happy always type of gal and yeah. I need to do Econs now and before my tutor scolds me tmr.

Anyway, exams are coming up in one month and a half time and I haven't started anything yet. I need to start on Math first esp the summation and the inequalities and statistics. The topics which I really suck in. I reallly really really need to catch up with studies esp my tutorials because I'm way back and my chem test just demoralised me. The thing about it is that I've only been getting my As and Bs in math and physics and not subs like chem and econs and GP. Damn. I need 3As for midyears and 2Bs at least.

Pre U sem is coming and I've got zero idea about Iceland and yada yada...

Sleepyhead

Sat, 16 May 2009 16:08:20 GMT

I'm sleepy right now. It's 1.01am and I've got religious class at 8am and I'm not asleep yet. I think I'll end up sleeping in the bus and miss the stop...

Anyway, went to watch Raffles VS AC last Friday. Not really that exciting as compared to previous years. It's as how I expected it to turn out, like how the game was dependent on and yeah, quite a predictable game. I realised that Yumei isn't in the team, wonders why but yeah, not like I really bothered. Something that was really unexpected was Minhui(?) suddenly said hi to me and went asking about why I went for the game. Suprised but somehow it just felt so weird. Like after 1.35 years of being in the same school, and me trying to just not talk to anyone and suddenly it seemed like as if we were friends and I don't know, it's extremely weird. Like ultra super weird.

I really want to bake cookies tomorrow or fry pancakes... But I can't. I just realised that Chem test is on Monday and the only thing I have remembered so far is that from nitriles to carboxylic acid, the reagent is HCl and it's under reflux. And the thing is... carboxylic acid is not even tested. Damn. I think tmr, I'll just mug all the way!!! I hope Mr Goh forgets on Monday and have the test on Friday instead... Plzzzz.

Book List

Tue, 12 May 2009 11:46:48 GMT

The Kite Runner by Khalid Hosseini
A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khalid Hosseini
Clothes on their Backs by Linda Grant
Gossip Girl series by Cecily van Ziegesar
Dorothy Koomson books
Revolutionary Road
Leap of Love by Catherine Lim

Wellzzz, the above are the books that I really want to buy and its in order of what I'll buy. Hehehe. Plz buy it for me for my birthday. I'll gladly appreciate it

Okay, need to do my VJC case study homework now. Damn. Ms Leong's coming in tmr and I've only done part a of the case study and I bet Ms Kat is going to call my name tmr... She's been calling my name so many times and she's been telling me the same thing over and over again. (hahaha, help her get players into aj netball... like I care.)

Restaurant City is so funzzz. Hehehe, Claire's playing it too!!! Her PADDY HA HA restaurant...

I need a container from Borders. Oh yeah, I saw a pack of coloured pencils in Borders and I saw it was 5.95 and I got realllly reallly happy until I found out it was in Euros. I'm going to get a Recipe Book from Borders also!!!

Agony

Wed, 06 May 2009 13:02:27 GMT

I'm not crying or anything but it's just that my knee and this part of my calf just got worse and the best part is that all of it are on the right leg. I can't even sit for less than 5 minutes in the bus without my knee getting hurt. I don't really know what's happening to my right leg but I just hope it doesn't get any worse. It's been a few weeks already that the section of my calf hurts and the knee just hurts more than usual after playing netball. I think it's the bending of my knee part that makes the whole thing like this. Long time no bend and now bends a lot and it sucks.

Long day tmr.